Why?
I can cry, but
I choose not to
shed my tears
into a world
that could get them
frozen.
I can cry, but
it is raining
in your world
my tears would mean
nothing.
One bright day
I can say
the colours were
bright today
The whitest white
a light blue sky
flowers on her dress
I could see
her golden skin
and her dark brown hair
I can say
together we made
bright our day
Love’s suicide.
Love
love took a gun
and put it against its head
How clever! love was killing itself
it pulled the trigger and then I could see
its brains and its blood spread across the wall
and I did not cry, I did not feel for it
because love had taken the gun
because it pulled the trigger
and it did it all itself
I was just a
witness
Queen of my heart.
Get me to be on your mind all the time,
and I’ll find you home on my heart’s land.
It’s a vast territory, I hope you don’t mind.
Its wilderness scares, but I know you’ll be fine.
Across my heart’s oceans you won’t sail alone.
The wind I’ll blow to guide you home.
The sun I’ll shine to let you see .
Some clouds on the sky, sun won’t burn your skin.
My wilderness scares, but I know you’ll be fine.
Queen of vast territory, I know you don’t mind.
A one-man-army will allow you to survive.
Once you hit land war will arise.
But you’ll be fine
Your one-man-army will help you survive
Just Close Your Eyes. (Remix)
Your eyes you ought to close
when night turns itself into
a burden you can take no more.
Do not fear not dreaming.
if you are too tired to do so,
I’ll dream for both of us.
I’ll dream about your eyes and smile
when your eyes smiled,
and your smile looked at me.
Do not fear not dreaming.
If you are tired to do so,
I’ll dream about that and more.
When night turns itself into
a burden you can take no more,
I’ll guard your breathing,
I’ll keep you close.
Just close your eyes,
and sleep my love.
The beating of our (hearts) drums.
We are all blind men
when we set to walk
into the wilderness
of the dreams we hold.
We will let our drum-beats
be heard across the field,
the echo will lead us
to where we want to be.
So, lets start out walking
no matter if we fall
our ignited heart-beats
featuring our drums,
they wont lead us astray,
they will lead us home.
My land an inspiration.
My land met the sky,
mountains as hands,
the trying of a grasping;
the magnitude of sky,
my land wants.
If My land is trying,
why on earth
shouldn’t I do the same?
If it can look for better,
I shall prove it can be done.
Souvenir-flavoured Cupcakes.
The chairs
lined up
as they
usually were.
The plates
set up
as they
once were.
Any attempt
to remember
those who parted,
I believe is wrong.
They’re not here
for a reason.
I never led them
to the door.
How come, now,
they think
they can come back.
Why is it
they believe
doors haven’t been closed?
is it that obvious
I need someone in my life?
Do they think
a favour they’re doing to me?
Well the doors
that set me
from the outside
they’re chained, locked
plus the key’s been lost.
So take your basket
of souvenir-flavoured cupcakes
to someone else’s porch.
(k)night.
Night had a shield
it protected him,
but one dawn
the fury of the sun
was too much
for it to bare.
The shield broken,
his life on the edge,
he ran away
the day knight
lost his K
and became
a runaway.
Where do sinners live?
I heard once
that sinners live
after they die
repeating what
convicted them
at a place
that people say is
the devil’s.
if such thing
is really true
there I’d like
to reside
since the apple
that I ate
was the
sweetest one.
History, stories and tea.
A walk alone naked
between history, stories and tea.
As gulping down that beverage
feelings tumbled over denial and heave.
Comforting they said;
disgusting it seemed.
The liquid dripping down
the edges of his lips
tracing down his sorrow
as they ran down his torso
Was someone there
to wipe off their trace?
alone
Leave me
alone
for a moment
alone
let me think
what I’ve done
right or wrong
though far away
stay near
my dear
I might need you
to come in
any minute
what I’m trying to say
-should I explain since
you understand me so well?-
I’ll need you to
let me miss you
though from the misery
which comes from the missing
you should release me
as soon as it starts
to grow in me
Whole-heartedly
Smoke danced near her hair
and I
and I
secretly envied it
because I
because I
whole-heartedly
thought there was no other girl
who I could, quite as well,
Know and love.
What Now?
It was raining.
He sighed.
She smiled
condescendingly.
“What now?”
he asked.
“I’m not here
to help you out”
her eyes implied.
His shoulders
he shrug.
She closed
the door
of her home
not knowing
she was also
leaving out
her own heart.
